Saturday, April 25, 2009

this is the true start of the disco camp.. so i went inside when Daiyen called me.. this is surely the place!

i'm surprised when i see them in their swim wear.. what???i asked Marlon why and said that they'll gonna go swimming.. (nice! the venue has swimming poolS too).. but.. ahm.. nobody told me that we're gonna swim! i don't have shorts.. hurm..

then i saw Diana because Flora is changing clothes too.. they asked me to swim too.. hurm.. mybe i can use my tokong.. so.. i changed too ..i accompanied Malen to the shower room.. and it's badly raining! our bags are all wet!

then...we're changed.. as we arrived.. they're already going back to the cottage.. they said that we are not allowed to swim now because there's lightning.. it may hit the water..

what?? nice Malen!we had the chance to swim.. argh! i also don't have the pix in the pool.. too bad!!then we went inside the rest house after taking a shower and changing our clothes.. comfortable!

then i chatted with my friends until the Talk 3 came.. too bad i don't have the chance to listen to the first two talks.. it's about self and family i think.. well.. the talk 3 is about talents.. go kua norman!the message is nice and i know we all have talents.. show it up guys and gals.. =)

ahm..then kuya norman announced that the Highschool highs will not be held within schools.. it will be held individually in each own school..so.. he asked us to have a mini HS high for the e-night..so we'll have to prepare the program..

then we had a meeting.. at first we are not serious.. we're all laughing at every thought.. but we came to an idea to illustrate the 7 indentities through interpretative dance.. have a Praise and Fashion, ahm.. talks.. sharings.. TOS, chants.. and other secrets.. wahahha..

then because we are all gonna eat each other.. we decided to have our dinner.. we ate rice and maybe it's pork.. hihih. and water..

then.. i chat with my friends again and take pictures and we again had the meeting for the e-night.."entertainment night".. =)

we also jam and kuya norman played some songs too... what others??hurm...well. it's kinda fun cause i'm chatting with my special best friend... Nadine!! ahha.. laughs laughs laughs and many more laughs..and i also have fun with my other close friends..

then the talk 4 began.. title?? "When I Fall In L♥ve" yihee!☺

ahm... i forgot the name of the tito.. something like "E" .. hard to pronounce.. but i like the talk and he also share some of his experiences about love.. well.. we shouldn't forget the three.. FAITH, HOPE and LOVE.. but the greatest of the three is LOVE...God is Love!!!


TRUE L♥VE WAITS!


ahm.. and before that.. Kuya Norman and Ate Abby sang two beautiful songs.. so heartwarming.. i remembered someone actually.. hurm.. who? ask me..=)

then.. after the talk.. Kuya Norman took the floor and shared love experiences.. oh my my..why do we have to also share ours???i really wann avoid the bottle .. but there's no way to escape.. thank God Nadine u asked bout the current.. past is past.. hihi..

ahm.. i shared actually not bout my love life.. it's just bout someone.. who i maybe like now.. just an inspiration..u wanna know who?? ask me again. he's the one i remembered when Ate Abby sang the song.. hihi.. Nadz, distance doesn't matter right???

ahha.. well.. the sharings is not all bout happy experiences.. most of them are bout break-ups.. sad sad..=(((.. hope.. it won't happen to me..well.. we just have to pray for it.

ahm.. and before i forgot! we had exciting games and jokes too.. but the game that i really love is with ate chi! ahha.. diego sipilyo? magkano? ows? talga? magkano kayo? ahha.. really really fun!!there's also ate Diana and ateWheng.. too bad.. they can't stay through the night.. whew! I miss Desha!! gurl advancehappy birthday! I also miss Iecar! and my sf.. AlyssA!!!(we have same name)

ahm.. then it's time to sleep but before that.. we had our midnight snack.. bread (pan de sal) and hotdog.. yum yum.. and of course.. nice's doughnuts and chocolates.. hiihih.. and some crackers...

then.. i'm all worn out.. so we gotta sleep.. but first .. arrange the beddings.. and don't forget to take the pictures.. =))))

then.. it's the 2nd day.. the call time is 6 so u have to take a bath before 6.. but we woke up.. 6:15.. hhaha.. i really don't have the plan to take a bath in here.. i'll do it when i'm home later..hihi.. so i stand.. o0ow!ow!!! my back is aching.. all our backs are aching.. well.. we slept at the floor with our beddings.. natural.. but it's okay.. but i'm still droggy.. then we decided to take a toothbrush.. and after that.. we gonna have to prepare again for the e-day.. well.. it's transferred because we don't have time the last night..while we are preparing and waiting for the breakfast.. Kuya Norman, Kuya Nathan and Ate Chi is jamming.. they're singing songs.. and we sing with them.. really really fun.. and then..the e-day came!! haha.. at first.. we are really shy cause the campus based is watching.. we started it with an opening prayer of Marlon...then.. our emcee.. Daiyen.. is not really shy..(peace!!).. ahah.. it all turned out well

especially.. when..Liker gave the opening remarks..a.ka. tito Molong.. we are all laughing because he is impersonating Tito Molong.. our CFC coordinator in cavite.. hhihiih..

then.. after that.. we learned the ILC Step-up chant.. nice nice nice!! even though i haven't attended it... i still have a glimpse on it.. YFC come on step up! Move forward! Move to the groove.. Christ is the prize.. YFC, forward in Christ!!!and the steps are really nice.. then Daiyen a.k.a. Pasty the 2nd gave some jokes and then it's time for the praise and fashion.. =)..so co00o0l!!!

Diana is effin' hot.. she's so00ooo beautiful.. hahaha.. and the other models are also dazzling... (compliment guyz! haha..) they ramped with their YFC shirts.. nice right??

then..before the Talk 5, we had a game.. the sensitivity game by Kuya Nathan.. it's also co00ol.. i'll share it some time.. then.. Talk 5 is about..Freedom to choose.. with Kuya Mon.. a full-time worker.. the talk is really inspiring also because he shared experiences and stories..
we are not made for Earth.. we are destined as citizens in heaven.. =))))))

then.. after the talk is the most blessing part for all of us.. when i stood up..i felt goosebumps all over my body,, well.. i don't wanna call it goosebumps.. i felt like God is comforting me.. God is with me.. really really blessed!! and i prayed with all my heart and mind and thank God for this wonderful blessings.. i'm really crying as I stand up and then we sang Heaven.. heaven is really here in my heart,, God is in me.. God is in my heart.. i love God and God loves us...

then. after that.. we sang God is Enough.. i can't stop praising him and raising and shouting for Him!!! this is so0oo0o0 fantastic.. but then.. we only had two songs.. but it's all right.. i had a glimpse of heaven.. and it's a privilege..a vital privilege..whew!!!!

then,.. after it.. we had our sharings of reactions and feelings..
ahm.. all i can say is i'm sooo0o0oo blessed!!!
but then.. Princess is kinda sad cause she thinks she's out of place..sorry sis!!!! we didn't mean to.. we love you sis.. and Kuya Norman..u made me cry.. hmp.. stop crying.. we'll gonna miss you!! really really..!!! thanks for everything.. you're more than a friend to us.. you're like our big bro.. waah..='((((

and i also wanna thank everybody.. especially the service teams and campus based for sharing the event with us.. sorry for the "kakulitan".. ahah.. we all had fun.. and till next time..love you all!!!


haay.. it's all so fast..we gotta go home..but it's alright.. we discovered so much that we didn't expected.. love you guyz!! i know you have your own stories to tell.. most of all.. I LOVE YOU GOD!!! sorry for everything..=')

DISCOVERY CAMP: such an opportunity to discover yourself, your family, your friends and especially God so much more... =))


me and eunice playing stuff at the restroom..=))



ooh!!!! i'll leave it for you to guess.. =p


i love this pic!! we are like dolls! cool!


disco camp! waaaaaah


ahm.. a doll, breaking out?!



wow... that's all i can say.. the venue!



three goddesses..wahhaha.. ahm...

eunice=hera.. wahaha..jowk
nadine=athena... pwede n ba?
alyssa=alyssa.. =P

kidding!



pix before going home!


before sleeping.. =)

"hey!you have something on your nose...", Ced said.. (homonyms)
"buhok ba??? (jowk lang!)" nadz said...
"kaw rin meron!" she added

discovery camp is a must-be-remembered..=)

waaaaaaah.. today is it.. we will have our discovery camp a.k.a. disco camp..=).. this is my 1st tym!!!! and i'm really really excited.. but but but..

=(((((


today is also my couz's graduation day..too bad.. i had to attend it..but i also wanna attend it too..but i don't wanna miss the disco camp! so..i decided to 1st attend to the grad then go to the camp afterwards..

the grad day is fab...=) congratz dear couz!!! 2nd honors! way to go!

then i went home and get my things.. i don't have the time to eat the food cause it is still not cooked.. clok clok clok.. (i'm definitely hungry.. but it's okay.. DISCO CAMP!!!)

but.. there's a major problem actually..they're on the venue already so i gotta go ALONE.. (well.. as usual.......for me.. )

ahm.. but i don't know how to go there.. so i texted my classmate.. she said the directions and GO ALYSSA!!! you'll find it.. hiihiihii..i feel like dora the explorer.. bwahahaha

then i said the place to the driver.. he said that he'll take me there..he said it with too much confidence.. i trust in u manong.. (yipee!!! i think.. i'm almost there!!!)

then he stopped and said that i don't have to pay for the ride... (really manong??? this must be my lucky day..) then i thanked him and went outside the jeepney..

oh my my..!!!! where in the world am i???

imagine this... you're in front of a some kinda abandoned house like only ghosts are residing with a rusty gate and a hanging "Close" in it... then there's a big tree on it's side like a monster is living in it..

i definitely not going inside here.. are we camping in here??nope nope nope!!!

so i walked on the next house.. the next one is much better but it looks like abandoned too and is kinda wide.. there's tanks inside like for gasoline and the pathway is filthy... this is worse!

then i continued walking and found a close hardware shop..not definitely this.. now.. i think.. i really need help.. i texted my classmate and she said that it's on the TAMIO'S.. it is what i said to the driver.. but where am i now??? hurm!!!

and i'm really lucky cause it started to rain and i have no umbrella.. lucky huh?!.. hello?summer??? where are you??

so i stand there.. dripping in the rain.. for about ten minutes before i decided to wear my jacket... this is much much worse.. i'm getting cold and and all wet... but Lord is in the rescue because somebody came and offered me an umbrella and asked me to stay in their place until the rain stopped.. THANKS!!!

then.. i texted again Kuya Norman and said that it is exactly at the back of the gasoline station in Jetron.. waah.. i dunno that!!! so.. i sat on the chair outside the place of the man and asked him how to go to the said place.. he said that he'll get me a jeepney.. thanks manong!!!.. so he offered me his umbrella and fetch me a jeepney.. i thank him.. really really!!!

then the driver dropped me to the gasoline station.. it's still raining so i clutch my all wet jacket tight.. (what's the use?) at first.. u'll think that it's just merely a gasoline station.. but there's a huge gate at the back of it with the CFC's sign on it!!! c0oo0oooo0l... the place is so0ooo much different from my first destination.. it's like a dream.. haha..it's so huge and fantastic.. then i heard a voice calling me.. hi daiyen!!! waahha.. i knew your voice.. =)

and this is the start.. next blog plz.. =)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

i hate being BLOO0O0OOO0DY sick!

i thought i was fine.. i REALLY thought i was fine..

so i went to school after i got a rest and that's a blast actually.. it's nice to be back to school with all ur friends and I'm really excited when they told me if i will be there in the ubernyt!!!!of course i will!

but then.. afternoon came...crap! i felt like i was floating away.. waah.. my temperature is really high and all the hair in my body is standing.. crap... it can't be.. i can't be sick! i can't be sick again! how bout the sleepover??? how about the trip to the river??? this is totally crap. dang!

i actually wanna help to finish our project at school but i can't move and i really can't go home like this... what will my father say??!!but i have no choice and i know why this is happening.. now i know..
stupid gurl.. really really stupid.. why in the hell did you forgot to take your meds??!!!!

oh my... i have no choice but to go home.. and there i was... i'm home.. but actually.. i'm smiling..i'm pretending that i was AAAALL right... (this is getting really hard)..

how can i bless to my grandma??? well.. i hope she won't notice.. but but but.. what???!!!!i thought.. dad is at work?? why is he bloody here?? he'll be angry if he knew I'm sick... discipline gurl! next time.. behave!take ur meds okay?!

so i went to the kitchen smiling.. AAAALL right... i grab my father's hand and bless very quick same with my grandma... co0o0oo0l! they haven't noticed.. i'm a good actress actually.. hahaha...and then my dad went to work.... just in time!

but,, this fever is really into me.. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE...maybe my grandma will understand.. so i told her... she's a nervy but it's nature.. and i was surprised when she ask our neighbor to 'TAWAS' me... it's done to kinda sense if there's the supernatural being inside me and making all this sickness...(what???!!!)this isn't really happening...supernatural being??????this is totally crap

i ask my grandma if she really believes in it.. and she said absolutely..well..i have no choice..(hand at my forehead) i'm gonna do this bloody thing whether I like it or not..

then they came and here are the equipments:
  • two candles (white)
  • 1 container with water
  • knife (are they gonna tear my stomach apart?)
  • paper (i don't know what is it called but it can be purchased in our store here)
  • matchbox and matchstick of course
and then she asked my name and started to do her thing.. after that.. she formed so many figures in the container..like a long-haired gurl... monster baby.. black creature.. baah..she's an expert i think.. maybe she'll put it in her exhibit

and told me that she doesn't know where it came from and just asked to sleep with it under my pillow.. (nice one! will i dream about them????)
but it's not that.. she asked if my back is aching.. actually it is.. so she called me to my room because she will massage it.. nice! thanks..

then i lie.. she started.. aaah.. nice... continue.. right.. there.. ahh... aaw..aw!OW!!!stop! oh my.. do u know what does "bone" mean???? i have bones actually! don't break them! ow! crap! i have no bones..i'm paralyzed.. i'm not getting well.. this is dang!

well.. my fever haven't lowered the whole night but after i take my meds... i was feeling alright..

how i wish i can be there in the river now.. and have the sleepover too..

they are all enjoying.. without me.without me.WITHOUT ME!

why did they have to plan all of these when i'm sick??!!!! this is so unfair.. i've been always there when there are plans like these.. and i have never felt all left out all my life.. this is bloody bloody bad!!!

but i know... God made this for a purpose... i just need to rest... T_T..

i don't wanna be sick anymore.. no more.. never!

p.s.

good news...i just received the message..my family is going to a comedy bar.. and this is really so0o0o unfair... i'm not joining them.. for God's sake.. I'm fine!!!!!

i'm crying now actually.. my whole vacation is ruined i think..good start for the end of my tiring school year.. enjoy guyz... me.. i'm gonna lie on my bed and cry... this is just a nightmare...a NIGHTMARE!