if only........

well.. i just wanna share about a movie i've watched...

and the message really sank deep in my heart....

it's about lovers.. then the guy dreamt about the death of his girlfriend... he really regreted it cause he haven't shown how much he loved her until the event happened..his girlfriend really really love him and always make the effort for their relationship...

until he woke up and found out it was a dream.. His girlfriend is alive!!!

then on that day..all the things in his dream is happening and he did everything to prevent it.. but no matter how hard he tried.. things fell in their places... =((

all he just did is to make the day perfect to his girl and tell her and make her feel how much he loves her and will always love her...

the girl, wondering about the sudden change with her boyfriend, just enjoyed the day and was really touched with the efforts of her guy... they both really really love each other... until..

IT IS TIME

the accident happened.. and in the end... the guy died.. =((

i really didn't expect it to happen.. but it did. and the girl also regreted it and in the end... still continued to love the guy and composed songs for him..

you really don't know what to expect in life..

just love people you love
live your life the way you want it
and never waste time until it's too late...

"Death can never cease love.. endless love."

"He loved her like there's no tomorrow."

it really made me cry...
and very very sad..T_T

i recommend you to watch the film.. you'll really love it...
never stop showing how much you love them.. =))
p.s.

cleveland won over orlando.. buzzer beater guys!!! yahoo! for one second.. hail James!

sagala 09.... xp

okay.. so.. this is the day.. for............. FOOD!!!..that's OUR purpose (kuya ekoy and kuya enod) why we joined the santacruzan.. ahhaha.... JUST KIDDING... actually..

IT'S ONE OF THE PURPOSES.. xp

so.. it happened last May 16, 2008.. saturday.. that's why I haven't gone to Cha's barrio fiesta.. sorry...

and... by the way... Santacruzan is an annual tradition celebrated in the month of May to honor Virgin Mary... Ave Maria! huwow! wherein there are hermanas, queens, little angels and other sagalas... hahha...

back to the story... I woke up maybe 10 in the morning being too tired from my review and then watched Boys Over Flowers.. nice nice nice!!! hahaha.. then i took a bath and went to the make-up artist... (Viva France!) haahah...

then..the procession is almost starting when I wore my gown.. let me give u a glimpse.. =)

it's the back view.. xD

so.. this is it.. we went to the church with my sis, cousin, titas and my partner, kuya ekoy.. hihi

by the way.. I'm Reyna Samarita.. it's the Samaritan Queen..

it's 4:00 in the afternoon and it's really hot!!!! well.. it's sacrifice... too good we have umbrella... and i'm wearing my nearly-dying-but-still-surviving shoes... whew! ahha.. good luck for me..

and even though all the oil is spreading all over my face.. smile girl.. smile.. haaahaha.. i'm too tired after walking all around our barangay and i have wounds on my feet...

at last! it's finish... we went to the court because it's the venue for EATING!!! kuya ekoy is to00oo excited... whhhaha.. and then.. when it's our time to go to the venue.. they closed the gate... HEY! why did you closed it??!!!


the reason: there will be no one to attend the mass,..

oh well okay.. so we are just in time.. haaaaaaay.. I'm too tired.. but i really also want to go to the mass...

then.. it ended and this is really is it!!! CIAO CIAO!

haha.. and i love the food.. and i love my wounded feet.. and i love my attire.. and i love my burned skin.. and i love the free rose.. and i love my Reyna Samarita sash.. and i really really love the experience.. xp .. =))

at the house
pix with my sis!

nice nice nicE!

being the Reyna Samarita

ready to go!


wearing off...

btw.. this is my nearly-dying-but-still-surviving-and-now-is-murdered shoes..

see?? it's broken!


after the mass with my grandson



these are our free roses




at the procession! too hot!
going home.. i'm so stressed.. +00


i love this!



ahm.. no comment


at the reception


hi shoes... gonna burry you now..

and it's finished.... xp

gambling do no good...=)

well..here's a good thing to do... to earn money while on vacation..

..GAMBLING..

woah...that's not right.. haha..it's bad..but..it's healthy at times.. (white and black fighting in my mind)

so... since the fiest in our town is coming... a perya has been established.. it's a mini carnival and the target?? the COLOR GAME.. waahhaha..

at first.. i am just betting 5pesos ahhhaha.. then winning.. then it became 10 until 20 then 50 and i'm earning a lot of money,,, but as they say.. nobody wins at this game.. so i ended up losing everything.. hahah..so.. how can we go home????if we don't have money.. this is bad!

i went to the perya with my sis, my tito and my sis's friend.. i've seen some friends and think of borrowing money from them.. actually.. my sis thought of it.. but hell no! alyssa.. that's enough,,

so.. kuya ekoy (my tito) and me roam around and betting on colors.. just for fun.. but there's no money.. and too bad it always go right!

then.. i tucked my hands on my pockets.. wait..WAIT! what is this. 5pesos??? 5 pesos!!! (OH MY.. as if it's a big deal).. but.. now.. it's a big deal.. hihih..so we bet on it.. and guess what??!!! guess what???!! we lose.. ahha.. nice..

then.. my sis's friend, kuya christian.. got a 5peso coin also..but,.. it's not stolen, take note! and we bet it.. it gained almost 60 for some time.. but we lose all of it again.. woah..this is bad..

we roam around again and look on some clothes sold on the tiangge.. and we checked on the rides. and we wanna ride on them!!! but we don't have money.. (oh alyssa.. go home!).. and actually.. i'm STARVING!!! i want to go home.. but they want to stay for some time..

we sat on the bingo stand.. and played it.. but for fun only..haha.. i rily had fun with my kuya ekoy.. he's like a real brother to me...

and when we watched at the color game again.. when i heard a familiar music played.. is it really check yes juliet??? it's kinda blur... but i think it's not..

then the lyrics came in..

..save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think..

I'm almost not breathing.. although it's an old song.. it's still the best for me and the most special and it won't fade.. *(korny as u think.. but it's so special for me) and my heart actually skipped a beat!

..He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said..

This is my fav part!!!

...Marry me Jul-........

woah! why do they have to cut that?? and why on that part???

oh my my.. well.. this is actually not my day.. so i insist on going home.. and i stare on the sky.. it's half moon today.. it'll make me happier if it's full moon.. i can't wait.. i hope..on my birthday.. it's full moon..

and I'm home..and before i end this...

theodore humanson gimfil.. (haha.. full name???? peace peace!!!)

man! come on..it's on the song.. it's on it!!!

(why do i have to argue about that??) haha.. laughs...

sorry for making it a big deal.. well.. it's just that.. it's my fav song right now.. check yes JULIET.. hihi.. well.. time to sleep.. nyt to everybody..

cha, nadz!!! distance doesn't matter..=)

...forever will be.. YOU and ME...

i just wish..i really wish.. =(=

p.s.

there have been a misinterpretation at the check yes juliet part.. never mind it.. hihi..=)