Alone All Along

What is this strange feeling

The inexplicable void inside

I know I have seen it

I have known it from the start

I was alone all along

Yet I let myself drown

Helpless, useless progress

Stuck on the same ground

Every breath's a struggle to move on

To get out of this mess

To go back where I came from

I know this wasn't worth anything

But for a brief moment, I have held you in my arms

Feeling your warmth all around me

I could do anything but let go

I know I shall forget, such melody I have held for so long

Yet to forget is to breathe and to breathe is to die

To this we move on to the next chapter

Letting go of the hand I only dreamt of holding

I knew I was alone all along

Never Gonna Escape

Every single moment
Stuck in my head
Bask me with your unending light
Drown me in every piece of you

On the verge of losing my grip
Thoughtless, breathless, numbing my every sense
Falling in the abyss of such illusion
Betraying the reality before me

Escaping towards the truth
Running away from such sweet sorrow
Deceiving eyes looking at my very soul
Bounded by your shackles all over again

Such cruel fate I have
Piercing this feeble and hopeless heart
But I could never resist, I never want to
Looking at you is enough
Hearing your voice is enough
Feeling your warmth is enough
You alone are more than enough
I would never want to wake up

While You Were Sleeping

Random thoughts for that elusive night:

Can't sleep... tried my hardest but still no luck
Blank stares and itching fingers
Light head and heavy heart
Random thoughts circling through my mind
My eyes shut, my soul wide awake
Waiting for my dear friend to come
Longing for such warmth
And I shall slumber to your arms

Spare Me a Piece of Air

I'm sorry if this is gonna be all about you

How I hate you when you smile and stare

How you got me all tangled up, lost for words to say

I'm not gonna argue that I'm in love with you

and I hate how you make it so much harder for me to escape such fate

I hate that I can't focus on anything I do

You're everywhere dammit, spare me a space to breathe

My racing thoughts

They'll never gonna reach the end

My heart has never beaten quite normally for days

and you're the one to blame

But with you around, everything's fine, everything's alright

No worries, such melodies, heavy breathes and silent shouts

Being with you is just the easiest thing to do

I could lie there forever just me and you

But it's just a phase of my fake reality

Now, I can see our light waning out from its glow

Heading off towards the other side of the road

So long, my illusive romance

I got no one but myself to blame

Heading Over The Cliff

Scribbling all over the pages

Memories they will never fade away

You are the sun that greets my weary eyes

The dream I got to fell asleep with

We travelled along separate paths

Yet the wall just simply broke apart

We touched hands along the crossroad

Then we never get to look back

Every word’s a symphony

Every melody’s a bliss

Every glance sets me free

You’re my favorite part of reality

The leaves keep on touching the ground

And we are heading over the cliff

We hold our breaths as the clock chimes out

O sing me to sleep, we’ll never wake up instead