It's a routine for me to scheme something special for my Dad and Mom when it's Valentine's Day together with my sis. But i guess, I'm too preoccupied to prepare something now. I do apologize for it.
Some people will say before... "Hey, heart's day is coming up. What are your plans?"
Me: "Oh? yeah.? It's Valentine's already. I guess, I'll just spend time with my dad and sis."
TheY: "Ur Dad and sis huh?Don't you think of having a boyfriend so you'll not be lonely this time?"
Me: "Oh, I guess not."
And the truth is. I hate these conversations. What's the problem with not having a date or special someone.
I don't hate heart's day. I hate those people who think it's exclusive for two people intimately in love with each other. It's not a must to be gloomy whenever you don't have that special someone with you. It's not a must to hate those people who left you cold this day. Don't you love your family? your ever noisy neighbors? your crazy friends? that stranger beside you?
For me, it's a time to share some love. I don't say that it's wrong to spend time with your partner. It's just that, you have the right to be part of this day without having one.
It's time to appreciate those people who have cared for you, those people whom you cherished moments, laughed with, cried with, suffered with and lived with through everything.
make them feel special, as you enjoy yourself as well.. this is definitely the time.
and for those people who wanted me to find a partner now. we're just too young. It's just a burden. and a BIIIIIIIIG problem. You can say that I'm afraid to be hurt. But I'll say, that I'm brave enough to become radical. To not follow what I think is not right for me now even though most of them are against me. I'm brave enough to swim against the flow of the current.
I don't need one right now. I don't need to rush. I don't need to feel bad even if I don't have one.
Rush and you'll stumble.
TRUE LOVE WAITS
That's what I believe now. And when I found him, I guess... I have a new chapter in my Valentine's Day.. =D
*** But I guess, I still do not know what true love really means. And that's the journey I'm taking up for now***
