My Racing Thoughts: cheers for you man!

then the next stop is..

Charle's house..

I went there with Meng and Kat..

well.. the house is in TMC and I've been there once.. I hope.. I can still remember.. On the way.. while I'm getting near and near.. I'm actually thinking what to do, what to say and what to see..

I can't imagine it. too hard.. cause it's too fast...

well.. here we are.. we turned right and looked for the sapphire street (thanks Nadz!!) and look for the orange house.. well.. not hard to find.. there's the tent in there..

I'm surprised to see almost all of my classmates in there.. well.. we love you man!

and there he is.. I dunno how will I go to him.. but I'm so impressed to see him SMILE.. like nothing happened... well.. I went to him and poke him and I smiled..speechless.. he said "Kit!"

haha.. and that brought the nervousness away from me..

I chat with my other classmates and then we decided to take a walk. well.. it's really really hot but it's worth it.. we sat at the bench?? near the court

and Kevin gave me the brochure of the Paradise Garden (memorial park). wahaha.. "susunod ka na Kevin".. haha..(you'll be the next) well.. just kidding...

we went to the halo-halo store afterwards and ordered too many.. we almost destroyed the place cause we are so wild to have the halo-halo.. ahhaa..
while waiting for the order, Maje, Niknak, Chiaa, me, and maybe Liker had a concert.. free!! hahaa...

starring Thinking of You, Hot N COld and I kissed a Girl.. wahaha..and others..
Katy Perry fans?? not really...

we sang till our throats drop and till the audience's eardrums hammered to death.. laughs!

then we ate the ever delicious and refreshing HALO-HALO!!! yummy!!!!

then we went inside the i-don't-know-what-it-is-called place and chat and ate..

then I had the chance to talk to Charles..

and he said those words that made my eyes hot.. waaaaah... i know i shouldn't be sad but I can't keep it.

then I almost cried as he says how his father died.. "Yun ung masakit dun eh.. Bago siya mamatay, nag-way pa kami. Kasi yung sabi niya, yung hindi niya na ako maasahan sa bahay. Eto naman ako mapride bago siya mamatay.. hindi man lang ako nkpagsorry.. nkpagsorry nga.. bulong naman.. bka nga hindi niya p un nrinig eh.. "

(that's the hardest and most painful part in there.. Before he died, we had a fight. Because he said, they can't depend on me in household duties. Me, being the prideful son, haven't said sorry before he died. I said sorry but only in a whisper. Maybe he even hadn't heard it.)

Nadine, "narinig nya yun" (he heard it)

Charles, "Sana nga.. O sabi na eh malulungkot kayo(aly). Kya hndi ko sinasabi eh. Ayoko na kasi maging malungkot" (Hope so. Told you! You'll be sad. That's why I don't tell you. I just don't want to be sad"

Then I said sorry and told him that don't be guilty for his father's death.. He has gone in a better place. And maybe, the timing is not right but it's in God's time. I know, He won't let you.. Cheer up..

Then he tell other stories and this one made me cry again. "Alam mo, ang dami niyang pangarap para kay Nene.. pagduduktorin daw yun.. tapos ngayon..haay"

(You know, he has so many dreams for Nene (Amina).. he'll make her a doctor someday.. but then now.. haay")

waah.. stop stop stop..
then he said.. "Ngayong araw, dapat gigising ako ng 10 am.. Kaso.. Narinig ko yung hagulgol ni Mama,, ayun... ngsing na ko tapos pinunthaan ko siya, Pag naririnig ko umiyak si Mama.. Di ko mapigilang umiyak din... "

(Today, I should wake up at 10 am but then I heard my mother cry so I went to comfort her... When I hear her cry, I can't help but to cry too")

wwahh.. hearing those words.. I can feel the hurt inside. waah.. it's so painful..

then we decided to go back to the house after some chatting and laughters but then Dana and I decided to be left behind..

what did we do??? waah.. we cried rivers of tears as we talk bout Charles' father.. waah..

then we go back.. whew.. we should realize the worth of someone important in our lives before it's too late..

Then they ate after it and some went home .. then the left ones are me, Dana, Nadz, Ermar and Charles.. where did we go??? to the forest!

we decided to go to the river but then it's too steep so we just took pix.. we met a man ... ahm maybe the tanod ... Mr. T. Espineli.. we guessed his name (teodoro!! wahha.. nice)

and he told us stories bout the forest .. and sad that there's a crime happened there.. an innocent gurl was raped.. too bad.. =((

then.. we took pix.. look at it at the bottom.. and.. afterwards.. we stroll all around the village.. I laugh with a funny story with Dana and I almost dropped my stomach and my jaws with all my laughs!!! wahh.. Dana!!! u made me crazy..
then.. we ate ice ceandy and went back to the house to wait for Desha..

ahm.. all i can say is... I hope.. Charles is really happy and relieved even just for a while...

u can do it man

and i wanna share my joys with the cute little angel Amina! Charles'li'l sis.. so cute

hope u'll take care of her man! u promise...

don't wanna bring the pressure to you..
sorry..

well..i know it'll be okay.. we love you!!!

now.. time to study.// burrrrrr!!